20090417~~~midnight

Thank God ....
Thanks Holy Spirit ...
Thanks Jesus ....
Thanks R....

Thanks for everything; words, love, life, families and friends.
I'm fear of doing wrong in front of GHJR.
But , i always let my time being grabbed away because of my laziness.
Every night i''m regret and felt sorry.
But when I slept , laziness occurs, guiltiness will be deleted.

Recently, I scare I will be commit into opposite sex.
Everyone can be the target.
I always told myself all the opposite sex are my brothers now i'm not mature enough to have such relationship.
Yesterday, i dream of my ex.
I's so sorry and fear of judgment.
Besides, my faith in this few days are also very weak.
I lack of oil.
I'm lazy to prepare.
I missed my sisters. She not besides me.
In contrast i scare i will rely on her again if i go to see her.
I should rely on HIM.

Hosanna !!! I'm sorry.
I didn't repent well.
I didn't prepare well.
I didn't pray, study well

Satan are doing OT
I'm sleeping OT
(How am I going to hate on sleeping???)

Lazy, Liar, Action, Jealous
Hell

Pls forgive me.
Pls beat me till i take action.
Pls KILL me from going to hELL
Pls save them~!!
Pls SAVE ME!!!!

Bless R can be free again.
His healthy
His safety
His life(daily needs)
His mother
The false accusation please be known
NO more 10 years

Dear Almighty
please lead R out from the jerk place
please lead me to fight against myself and Satan
please make me stand up.

I'm sinful
I love Words but i need capability/knowledge to understand

Dear Lord
Bless me in my exam
Bless R during the courted
Bless my mom n dad , lead them to repent and believe
Bless my family to be peace
Bless Malaysia to have a great,lovable, fair and capable leaders
Bless Malaysia's provi can be spread wider.
Bless Malaysia peaceful, let sinner surrender
Bless provi won't failed and disappoint GHJR
Bless the whole world can be salvation
Bless my friends and everyone around me can understand the situation nowadays
Bless my understanding of GHJR and W
Bless R, my Family and brothers and sisters in provi healthy

lets put Lord in the first priority
campus retreat , badminton comp..... hope holy spirit can fulfill

pray in the Jesus name
amen~~