17sept2009

A Happy/Touched and A Sad day

Happy!
New Hope
New Lives appear
Good News ~ He came back..... I believe she do will came back .... isit Jesus?
(I know she will.......everyone will.......AMEN!!)
Whole day preparing at Last have its pay back (still worrying)

Jesus
Bless Her~~!
I will be good.... i believe she will to
Kill Satan~~KILL~~KILL

Sad
Worry
Other


I will hang on
Never give up
Yet, im scare
fear
but yet i believe

Dear
Give me strength
I wan to fly
No more walking
Fly to hope
flying sun.... come back
We need you.... He do need you
wake up
everyone

aim
predown prayer
word
praise

always back to the basic
I SAID I CAN THEN I CAN
stupid ugly stinky satan u die off~~~~

2009-09-16

Today is my first love 22 anniversaries

early in the morning
already make a wish
1. hope can evangelize more
2. "One"

this year really a "changing" year .....
i never tot that i will be so happy to receive a greeting from a friend rather than receive a present.
Her greeting was so touched
Not because she have a long msg but it juz a simple Happy Birthday my sis, that's enough to warm my heart.
Dear God,
U so love me that u know what i need and u had fulfilled.
Thank You God.... You are gorgeous !!~muakks~!!!!

Although this year there's no celebration, but this year my birthday , i receive His present through His inspiration. I know He was there when I was leading the Wednesday service. I was uncontrollably smile when i was praising. It was a comfortable, happiness feeling that i never had it before in wednesday service. Thank You my dear honey Jesus.
I know is You that make me so inspired today.

Let me now do fulfill Your will.
Let me change to become who You want me to be.
Let me KILL myself everyday.

It was a wonderful experience to have such a gorgeous n happy day in a SIlent Day......
Do u un what i mean ..... haha......
G,H,J,R I Love You...
Hallehlujah.....
Amen~~~


Pre-Angel
Delilac

Trichotomy

4 months left~~
Jesus said 4 months left....
His second coming would never delay again...
is it mean nothing human can do now?
first of all, i do afraid....
really afraid.....

but Jesus said "I do have faith in you why don't you have faith in me?"
so.....
what i need to do now is to make my dear Jesus happy,...
How???
erm....
Evangelize .....
yes~~~ thats it EVANGELIZE~~

dear Human......
pls don't be dummie anymore....
human would think "sot geh~~ Now im so happy...... why Jesus.......He can give me money? can give me apartment??"

Dear friends, family
what the harm for you to believe God?
i also a human but i really believe and often i saw ppl always do what they like at the end everything become meaningless..... (my heart do pain enough.......then how do u think G feels?)

Meaningless ??
Human feel meaningless because they don't know their future......
even there are ppl who know the future but not dare enough to face it .......
thats y human create cigarette, suicide, drugs, beer, short term sexuality........

meaningful ??
live for future
concern about the secret of human......

what is the secret of human????
do u believe human do have
FLESH , SOUL , SPIRIT ??

Flesh
human physical appearance
flesh action : eat , drink, play

Soul
human knowledge , common sense
IQ

EQ

human memory

Spirit (many dont know/believe there are spirit exist)
Thinking

Successful Life ????
Flesh + Soul + Spirit = 1

Hard????
nothing hard if u have faith in God.....
i do have thousand million of prove......
feel free to find me......
He will show the way to u through me if u believe.....
He BEGGED you to love Him.....

think about ur life.....
any left off???
dare to ask if really ned ans........
I BEGGED u to believe........

The tribulation is around the corner.....
two path will be open for every HUMAN
only His LOVE can bring u to choose the right path

even scientiest proved this......
if there anything that make u still cant believe God.....
dare to tell me ......... i ready to receive challenge..........
dun worry .... i never fight....... v will solve in peace and love.......

26.05.09

I had never been so energetic on prayer for long time. Today really a special prayer gathering that i ever had. Although I have not receive the ability on speaking foreign language but it was the most tired prayer that i had experienced. I was so inspired with the praising period. Thank G. I get to think of my past that i know He start listening me before i believe Him. I get to know how detail He are when i read the book "The Heaven is So Real" and "The divine Revelation of Heaven" and even I know He helps us a lot to let me avoid from falling to hell when i read the book "The divine Revelation of Hell". I'm really tired. Now is 2.07am 27.05.09, i just came back from the prayer gathering. I get to know that are a lot of benefit of prayer. One of it is that i can recall back my sins that i have done in the past. Because now is the time where the tribulation are start so are also the time of human to repent so during the prayer it helps me a lot when i recall back my sins i can immediately repent. I really hope that my family can throw all the idols and start to believe in G and start to repent their sins .... since there are not much time left. I'm really scare to fall into the temptation again that i will follow the Satan and i will forever give up my eternal life with my lord. I hope that i really can expose the true feeling of love to my lord. What i need to do is to put Him as the main priority in my everyday living. My life is not mine, me life is belong to the lord because he bought me with his blood. I really hope that every steps of mine will not commit to sins anymore. I hope i really can prepare for the 6.06.09 gathering that this time i can really receive the Holy Spirit.
So now what i need to do is to repent because the steps that now in this history that i can do is first , repent, second, receive Holy Spirit, third receive the grace of G and the fourth is spread it out and preparing for the Lord second coming.

Things that i need to repent

1. Lazy
   
2. No sense
   
3. Lying
4. Not pray often
5. Easily angry
   
6. Jealousy
   
7. Not humble
8. Speaking and thinking negative issue
   
9. No confident
   
10. Suspecting G
    
11. Waste time
12. Stealing
    
13. Break the promises with G
14. Not peace with brothers and sisters
15. Simply work
16. Simply hear the w
17. Not care on things that not related to me
    
18. Always put the lord behind
    
19. Critic people
    
20. False witness

20090503

Hallelujah~
Dear God
Dear Holy Spirit
Dear Jesus
Dear R
and angels

Thanks for the words
Thanks for what i had seen recently
Thanks for the changes
Thanks for the event post... as a location manager
Thanks for allowing me to help at the event
Thanks for blessing my family safety till now

Dear Lord
I'm sorry for what i failed to do what i had promise You
I'm sorry that i'm so lazy
I'm sorry that i cant control myself from sleeping too much
because of this i always failed to do what should i do on that day
dear Lord .... please forgive me
Please help to are in tribulation especially those involve in the world tribulation
many are dead last year at Sze Chuan
hope that they can be evangelize in spiritual world
hope Lord can help them in the spiritual world by preaching them and hope that they can realize and repent for what they had don to commit into sins.

Dear Lord
Thanks for Your inspiration for me to praise You today
I hope i can do it everyday

Lord please forgive me bcoz
from this early year , since the theme of the year came out , "Change In A New Way"
till now i havent change much and the understanding are also lack.
Dear lord pls correct me .
I hope my family can realize You too and let them repent
Dear lord I know You love me and so my family
Please kick my ass if im not work hard coz i really scare i will live forever with Satan
Let Satan and all the evildoer go away in the Name OF Jesus Christ

Junim
Pls bless R
He is fighting for the world
He is acting You way
Pls give him strength and light
Pls lets u all in Provi would never dissapoint or burden Him and so You, Lord
Lets us be independent
Lets R mission can be complete
Hope G can bless R to be healthy all the time
and whatever He wish if is fulfill G will pls do help him
pls take care of his daily life.
Thank G coz You gave Him to us as u gave us Your Lovely / Dearest Son
Let me and my family and all the nation , also everyone around the world belong to you forever
Heaven is true and so Hell are also true
Let us walk in the narow path.
Let all the evil attack will go away in the Name Of Jesus Christ
thank G
let everyone Glory Your Name tomolo during the Sunday Service
Thank You G
Pls make everyone be alert and
Pls let all the sleepy go away with the pover of the W and the Lord.

Pray In the Jesus Name
Amen~

18042009 - After dawn prayer ..hallehluyah

thanks G
thanks Holy Spirit
thanks Jesus
thanks R

thanks fot the chances
thanks for the forgiveness
thanks for the patience
thanks for the allowness
thanks for the freedon
thanks for not dissapoint me
thanks for Your blood
thanks for your tear
thanks for your Love
thanks for the inspiration
thanks for the punishment


sorry
Im lazy
Im jealous
Im impatience
Im selfish
Im acting innocent
Im not work hard

Please let Him free
Please lighten His burden
Please make Him happy
Please make me great guilty

Im guilty but im lazy
Im scare but im lazy
I realize but i never take action
I understand but i never practiced
I know but not all

I love W yet I do love physical

Dear Hananim,
Please let me kick away all the dirt in he name of Lord
Pray In Jesus name

20090417~~~midnight

Thank God ....
Thanks Holy Spirit ...
Thanks Jesus ....
Thanks R....

Thanks for everything; words, love, life, families and friends.
I'm fear of doing wrong in front of GHJR.
But , i always let my time being grabbed away because of my laziness.
Every night i''m regret and felt sorry.
But when I slept , laziness occurs, guiltiness will be deleted.

Recently, I scare I will be commit into opposite sex.
Everyone can be the target.
I always told myself all the opposite sex are my brothers now i'm not mature enough to have such relationship.
Yesterday, i dream of my ex.
I's so sorry and fear of judgment.
Besides, my faith in this few days are also very weak.
I lack of oil.
I'm lazy to prepare.
I missed my sisters. She not besides me.
In contrast i scare i will rely on her again if i go to see her.
I should rely on HIM.

Hosanna !!! I'm sorry.
I didn't repent well.
I didn't prepare well.
I didn't pray, study well

Satan are doing OT
I'm sleeping OT
(How am I going to hate on sleeping???)

Lazy, Liar, Action, Jealous
Hell

Pls forgive me.
Pls beat me till i take action.
Pls KILL me from going to hELL
Pls save them~!!
Pls SAVE ME!!!!

Bless R can be free again.
His healthy
His safety
His life(daily needs)
His mother
The false accusation please be known
NO more 10 years

Dear Almighty
please lead R out from the jerk place
please lead me to fight against myself and Satan
please make me stand up.

I'm sinful
I love Words but i need capability/knowledge to understand

Dear Lord
Bless me in my exam
Bless R during the courted
Bless my mom n dad , lead them to repent and believe
Bless my family to be peace
Bless Malaysia to have a great,lovable, fair and capable leaders
Bless Malaysia's provi can be spread wider.
Bless Malaysia peaceful, let sinner surrender
Bless provi won't failed and disappoint GHJR
Bless the whole world can be salvation
Bless my friends and everyone around me can understand the situation nowadays
Bless my understanding of GHJR and W
Bless R, my Family and brothers and sisters in provi healthy

lets put Lord in the first priority
campus retreat , badminton comp..... hope holy spirit can fulfill

pray in the Jesus name
amen~~