26.05.09

I had never been so energetic on prayer for long time. Today really a special prayer gathering that i ever had. Although I have not receive the ability on speaking foreign language but it was the most tired prayer that i had experienced. I was so inspired with the praising period. Thank G. I get to think of my past that i know He start listening me before i believe Him. I get to know how detail He are when i read the book "The Heaven is So Real" and "The divine Revelation of Heaven" and even I know He helps us a lot to let me avoid from falling to hell when i read the book "The divine Revelation of Hell". I'm really tired. Now is 2.07am 27.05.09, i just came back from the prayer gathering. I get to know that are a lot of benefit of prayer. One of it is that i can recall back my sins that i have done in the past. Because now is the time where the tribulation are start so are also the time of human to repent so during the prayer it helps me a lot when i recall back my sins i can immediately repent. I really hope that my family can throw all the idols and start to believe in G and start to repent their sins .... since there are not much time left. I'm really scare to fall into the temptation again that i will follow the Satan and i will forever give up my eternal life with my lord. I hope that i really can expose the true feeling of love to my lord. What i need to do is to put Him as the main priority in my everyday living. My life is not mine, me life is belong to the lord because he bought me with his blood. I really hope that every steps of mine will not commit to sins anymore. I hope i really can prepare for the 6.06.09 gathering that this time i can really receive the Holy Spirit.
So now what i need to do is to repent because the steps that now in this history that i can do is first , repent, second, receive Holy Spirit, third receive the grace of G and the fourth is spread it out and preparing for the Lord second coming.

Things that i need to repent

1. Lazy
   
2. No sense
   
3. Lying
4. Not pray often
5. Easily angry
   
6. Jealousy
   
7. Not humble
8. Speaking and thinking negative issue
   
9. No confident
   
10. Suspecting G
    
11. Waste time
12. Stealing
    
13. Break the promises with G
14. Not peace with brothers and sisters
15. Simply work
16. Simply hear the w
17. Not care on things that not related to me
    
18. Always put the lord behind
    
19. Critic people
    
20. False witness

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Hallelujah~
Dear God
Dear Holy Spirit
Dear Jesus
Dear R
and angels

Thanks for the words
Thanks for what i had seen recently
Thanks for the changes
Thanks for the event post... as a location manager
Thanks for allowing me to help at the event
Thanks for blessing my family safety till now

Dear Lord
I'm sorry for what i failed to do what i had promise You
I'm sorry that i'm so lazy
I'm sorry that i cant control myself from sleeping too much
because of this i always failed to do what should i do on that day
dear Lord .... please forgive me
Please help to are in tribulation especially those involve in the world tribulation
many are dead last year at Sze Chuan
hope that they can be evangelize in spiritual world
hope Lord can help them in the spiritual world by preaching them and hope that they can realize and repent for what they had don to commit into sins.

Dear Lord
Thanks for Your inspiration for me to praise You today
I hope i can do it everyday

Lord please forgive me bcoz
from this early year , since the theme of the year came out , "Change In A New Way"
till now i havent change much and the understanding are also lack.
Dear lord pls correct me .
I hope my family can realize You too and let them repent
Dear lord I know You love me and so my family
Please kick my ass if im not work hard coz i really scare i will live forever with Satan
Let Satan and all the evildoer go away in the Name OF Jesus Christ

Junim
Pls bless R
He is fighting for the world
He is acting You way
Pls give him strength and light
Pls lets u all in Provi would never dissapoint or burden Him and so You, Lord
Lets us be independent
Lets R mission can be complete
Hope G can bless R to be healthy all the time
and whatever He wish if is fulfill G will pls do help him
pls take care of his daily life.
Thank G coz You gave Him to us as u gave us Your Lovely / Dearest Son
Let me and my family and all the nation , also everyone around the world belong to you forever
Heaven is true and so Hell are also true
Let us walk in the narow path.
Let all the evil attack will go away in the Name Of Jesus Christ
thank G
let everyone Glory Your Name tomolo during the Sunday Service
Thank You G
Pls make everyone be alert and
Pls let all the sleepy go away with the pover of the W and the Lord.

Pray In the Jesus Name
Amen~