26.05.09

I had never been so energetic on prayer for long time. Today really a special prayer gathering that i ever had. Although I have not receive the ability on speaking foreign language but it was the most tired prayer that i had experienced. I was so inspired with the praising period. Thank G. I get to think of my past that i know He start listening me before i believe Him. I get to know how detail He are when i read the book "The Heaven is So Real" and "The divine Revelation of Heaven" and even I know He helps us a lot to let me avoid from falling to hell when i read the book "The divine Revelation of Hell". I'm really tired. Now is 2.07am 27.05.09, i just came back from the prayer gathering. I get to know that are a lot of benefit of prayer. One of it is that i can recall back my sins that i have done in the past. Because now is the time where the tribulation are start so are also the time of human to repent so during the prayer it helps me a lot when i recall back my sins i can immediately repent. I really hope that my family can throw all the idols and start to believe in G and start to repent their sins .... since there are not much time left. I'm really scare to fall into the temptation again that i will follow the Satan and i will forever give up my eternal life with my lord. I hope that i really can expose the true feeling of love to my lord. What i need to do is to put Him as the main priority in my everyday living. My life is not mine, me life is belong to the lord because he bought me with his blood. I really hope that every steps of mine will not commit to sins anymore. I hope i really can prepare for the 6.06.09 gathering that this time i can really receive the Holy Spirit.
So now what i need to do is to repent because the steps that now in this history that i can do is first , repent, second, receive Holy Spirit, third receive the grace of G and the fourth is spread it out and preparing for the Lord second coming.

Things that i need to repent

1. Lazy
   
2. No sense
   
3. Lying
4. Not pray often
5. Easily angry
   
6. Jealousy
   
7. Not humble
8. Speaking and thinking negative issue
   
9. No confident
   
10. Suspecting G
    
11. Waste time
12. Stealing
    
13. Break the promises with G
14. Not peace with brothers and sisters
15. Simply work
16. Simply hear the w
17. Not care on things that not related to me
    
18. Always put the lord behind
    
19. Critic people
    
20. False witness